Hello.  Hello world.  It has been some time since my last post.  How have I been?  Some days I know, some days I don't.  Today I know I am truly thankful for what I have received in this life.  It has been a journey of much suffering and trials, but I still stand with my head up to God, in wonder.  I think of God so much.  I think of how his grace can be sufficient to remove every blemish of mine.  He is truly my friend and my grace. 

I live to see another day in hopes of what it will bring.  My mind feel so complicated at times.  Yesterday I just shut my mind off and let God overtake my thoughts.  Even though I did not understand what was happening, I knew He was at work in me.  It was one of the most powerful experiences I've had although different than previous ones.  My experience yesterday brought me into a place of great thankfulness.  It was as if my sadness had been overpowered by this joy.  It was and is an unbelievable joy.  It gave new meaning to  "He wipes away of tear of sadness for an oil of joy".

What lies ahead for me?  I cannot tell you with precise words, but I know I am loved and that is the most important to me.  To be loved, to know I am loved brings me to place a of sincere gratitude and appreciate for life.

The verse "Those who look to him for help will be radiant with joy.  No shadow of shame shall cover their faces.  Thank you Jesus.

My theology is not perfect.  I cannot tell you why things are the way they are.  I can not disprove evolution with facts and figures.  However, I can tell you of love.  Of a true love that breaks the yokes of slavery and depression.

I write as one who is healed and is being healed.

Till we meet again, friends.

Ty

A couple of my friends I met in Mozambique have a jewelry business that helps people all over the world.  If you have time, check out their website:

creativefreedom.etsy.com

"If not ruled by intention, then we will be ruled by impulses." (in the context of relationships)     -Denny Gunderson